(via theillestprof)
*sigh. Last year was tough. & I realize that it’s in that year that I’ve done the most growing. Of spiritual.. Mental.. Emotional, physical. & definitely natural. Growth. 2012. I felt at the end of the year, it was gna be something great. & it was. Good great, great & good all in one a good one. But then.. 2013 happened. & honestly, I felt like it was jst another year. No special ritual to welcome the new year. Foreal though, what makes Jan 1, 2013 any different (besides the date) any different than any other day. Nothing has changed unless you’ve changed your mindset. Anyways. No family gathering. Which didn’t really bother me at all. No special prayer. But we all said our own on our own I’m sure.
This year is different though. From the get.. It’s all about commitment. & I’m not talking about no stupid New Years resolution. No. I’m talking about real commitment. I jst wonder what’s gna take to in these next months coming. What’s gna happen.
Distance from surroundings
Yet surrounded by distance.
I can only ask how did I miss this?
It’s only a few thoughts here & there I got lost in
& I lost it simply because of my surroundings
I became a product rather than producing
Became the idea rather than the protruding
Self of exemplified greatness
But of course no one seemed to come to the loveless
… Atmosphere.
Thought.
You want to know my thoughts. But quite frankly, I thought, I could trust yours. I cannot. So what have we? All love lost.
Walk.
There comes a time when people have to change and go their separate ways.
Colors of a facade. Let it not.. Become who you are.”
Chillin’ and willin’ of mind to. Always staying sane, kept through. It’s.. A mindset.
Chains on chains.
Stuck in a multitude, bound by absolute thickness of resolute stance. And at first glance, it’s more than that. But in fact.. it’s destitute land.
All About It..
See.. I thought about it everyDAY.. and you was neva apahtta ma love thang. It was all so scenery, consuming reverie, comPLETELY… frightening. But we love that sorta thing. And so.. we strive on to make the most of what we feel and the less of what we knoooow.. And that’s why we’re so messed up in the head. But I’m not gna tell you that. Naaahh, I’ll let you figure it out.
